just updating my blog

sorry to all of you here that i wasn't able to update my blog lately because i was just too busy preparing everything for our coming baby girl and been sick a lot as well and suffering a lot of pain. well, it is all because of this pregnancy and hoping it's all worth it...i am just very excited to meet this little angel inside of me but on the other hand, i am also nervous and scared not to give birth, but to be a mom if i can give everything what she needs in life or if i can be the best mom for her, lots of emotions i am feeling lately...and i know this is just normal causes of the changes of hormones in my body....oh! well!!!! 3 more weeks to go cause i am already 37 weeks and a day and 1cm dilated already hoping she will come pretty soon....but of course, i will just have to wait patiently for her arrival...it is just that, the last month is so hard especially you are very impatient like you can't wait anymore for her to see the chaos, mysterious world that we are living...life is full of mystery that you can not even explain and it is all true...anyways, gotta go and tell you later about my pregnancy update guys....