A poem for my baby dessi up in heaven

I never had the chance
To hear you talk,
Our time ran out
Before you could walk.

You were born with wings
A sign we knew,
That the man upstairs
Would soon come for you.

They laid you in my arms
And I quietly mourned,
For my dark haired angel
That I had born.

I never had a chance
To see your eyes,
He took you away
With no time for good byes.

I think of you often
And wonder why,
I never had a chance
To hear your first cry.

You were a special little girl
An enchanting rose,
The moment I held you
Our time suddenly froze.

I never had the chance
To watch you grow,
Or hear your laugh
As we played in the snow.

I never had the chance
To give you a mother's love,
But I know you're always there
Watching over me from above.

new to this site or blogger.com

i always heard  from my friends about blogging stuff that it is fun and they made some money through it and before i just ignored it but lately i was just wondering what's in this site and how did they make money from here and of course talking about money it's a catching of attention and the other night i was trying to surf it online and read some stuff in here and it's kinda confusing or probably i just really need to focus attention what i am reading so, i decided to ask mom tess to help me out and she did...she is a  really big help for me to start my own site and right now i am starting to learn how to blog or communicate with friends or bloggers...please bare with me guys!!! everyone, this is my very first time in here and i really don't know what i am doing lol...i am hoping that i will learn so fast so, it will be easier for me and everybody...i will do my very best to improve my site...and i think through blogs i will improve my english better. to tell you the truth, i really hate reading and writing but this is a very big challenge for me and i  love challenges in life and i am taking it!!! wish me luck!!! please be patient of my grammar because for me, it is better to talk than to write or read and i am not use to it at all....i thank you all so much guys for dropping or taking time to visit my page...you all have a great night... but before that i just want to share with you the picture of my  dog cyril...

a brand new day

had a breakfast and played with my dog for a little bit...spend time with friends at home while watching tv and later we will go to a store to buy some furniture for them to move out in an apartment. i know for sure i m gonna miss them a lot but they have their own lives now and this is their new start. as for my pregnancy i am already on my last trimester and im still on bed rest but i gotta go back to work on agust 31st and i am just hoping that i can handle it because right now even though i am just at home i feel a lot of pain and i am so uncomfortable all the time...but so far my baby is doing ok that's all i care that she will be healthy and alive... just wanna share this with you guys till next time...you all have a great day!!!!

tiresome day

today, i slept at 2am this morning and woke up at 6am because i had to take my dog  out from the house to go potty and went back to sleep but unfortunately i couldn't especially my dog was bothering me. so i was forcing myself to get back to sleep and finally i did and woke up at 11am, had my breakfast and did a lot of cleaning in my house...and i was just so tired like my body was all dead especially i am 29 weeks and 1 day pregnant so it's kinda hard to do a lot of stuff but so much for that my day was good.  till next time...this is all for now...