Had a very hectic schedule today

Gosh! i was very exhausted of all the stuff that we did with hubby today though i didn't walk that much but still, my whole body is dead.First that we did, we went to the bank deposited some money and paid our mortgage as well and some other stuff and second, we went to the travel agency in northglenn to check if they have a vacation going to mexico for my  step kids and parents in law for them to have some fun while my hubby and i are going to watch and spend time for our coming bundle of joy...Then, we went to krasimir's car shop hubby's friend and business partner for their buy and sell cars and there i passed out in the chair for about an hour or so until my dog cyril barked and i was forced to wake up! From there, we went to a bulgarian cafe we ate and bought some stuff from there too..And after that, we went to lowes bought some paint stuff for our house because hubby wants to put a different colors of paint in our whole house before our coming baby will arrive..He just wanted our house to look better when the baby arrives. And the last thing we did, we bought some groceries and finally went home and  took 2 hours nap and ate dinner...Have a fabulous weekends my friends!!!! nite2x

Prenatal Appointment Today

Today, i had my 7 month prenatal appointment with dr. conageski, so far everything is normal with the baby just i am anemic or my blood pressure is so low that's why she told me to take an iron supplement...Besides that, this month my body is just so weird like everything hurts all the time and doctor said; everything is  just normal for the last trimester! but of course, i was just so worried due to the fact that, i lost my oldest daughter last year and  right now i am on bed rest and i am so glad that my employer are very considerate and understanding for my situation right now...it's so hard that im not working  for a while i aint got no money  because as for me i love having money of my own and not accepting my hubby's money it's just so different and i think some of you friends out there you all know what i mean of not having our own money! anyhow, money is not important to me as of this moment because i can come back to work anytime i want, all i care is my baby inside of me that she will be alive, healthy and no complication or whatsoever God's will! since i was in college all i wanted and dreamed in my life is to have a healthy, loving, happy family (husband and child) and now i already got a wonderful but high temper hubby if he's mad or something and a coming baby girl this is all i want and nothing else...that's how simple my dream is! i am hoping and praying that God will  finally give us the sweetest bundle of our joy this time...i can't write that long anymore...gotta eat now baby's hungry...i just wanna share my life and stories with you all...till next time!!! but before i will say goodbye i want to share with you my baby yana's ultrasound pic...here it is!!!!

A poem for my baby dessi up in heaven

I never had the chance
To hear you talk,
Our time ran out
Before you could walk.

You were born with wings
A sign we knew,
That the man upstairs
Would soon come for you.

They laid you in my arms
And I quietly mourned,
For my dark haired angel
That I had born.

I never had a chance
To see your eyes,
He took you away
With no time for good byes.

I think of you often
And wonder why,
I never had a chance
To hear your first cry.

You were a special little girl
An enchanting rose,
The moment I held you
Our time suddenly froze.

I never had the chance
To watch you grow,
Or hear your laugh
As we played in the snow.

I never had the chance
To give you a mother's love,
But I know you're always there
Watching over me from above.

new to this site or blogger.com

i always heard  from my friends about blogging stuff that it is fun and they made some money through it and before i just ignored it but lately i was just wondering what's in this site and how did they make money from here and of course talking about money it's a catching of attention and the other night i was trying to surf it online and read some stuff in here and it's kinda confusing or probably i just really need to focus attention what i am reading so, i decided to ask mom tess to help me out and she did...she is a  really big help for me to start my own site and right now i am starting to learn how to blog or communicate with friends or bloggers...please bare with me guys!!! everyone, this is my very first time in here and i really don't know what i am doing lol...i am hoping that i will learn so fast so, it will be easier for me and everybody...i will do my very best to improve my site...and i think through blogs i will improve my english better. to tell you the truth, i really hate reading and writing but this is a very big challenge for me and i  love challenges in life and i am taking it!!! wish me luck!!! please be patient of my grammar because for me, it is better to talk than to write or read and i am not use to it at all....i thank you all so much guys for dropping or taking time to visit my page...you all have a great night... but before that i just want to share with you the picture of my  dog cyril...

a brand new day

had a breakfast and played with my dog for a little bit...spend time with friends at home while watching tv and later we will go to a store to buy some furniture for them to move out in an apartment. i know for sure i m gonna miss them a lot but they have their own lives now and this is their new start. as for my pregnancy i am already on my last trimester and im still on bed rest but i gotta go back to work on agust 31st and i am just hoping that i can handle it because right now even though i am just at home i feel a lot of pain and i am so uncomfortable all the time...but so far my baby is doing ok that's all i care that she will be healthy and alive... just wanna share this with you guys till next time...you all have a great day!!!!

tiresome day

today, i slept at 2am this morning and woke up at 6am because i had to take my dog  out from the house to go potty and went back to sleep but unfortunately i couldn't especially my dog was bothering me. so i was forcing myself to get back to sleep and finally i did and woke up at 11am, had my breakfast and did a lot of cleaning in my house...and i was just so tired like my body was all dead especially i am 29 weeks and 1 day pregnant so it's kinda hard to do a lot of stuff but so much for that my day was good.  till next time...this is all for now...